One Of Those...

There's a lost lamb,
wandering across a savage land,
imagine himself blue and pink air,
when there's only shadow as his friend,
imagine himself freedom when there's only loneliness,
the cold is fine ,
he smiled.
Feeling lost is just the way he goes..
The Black Lamb calls..
Still he wanders....

Ａｉ Ｙａｚａｗａ＇ｓ

ａｎｄ　ｔａｌｋｉｎｇ　ａｂｏｕｔ　Ｎａｎａ＇ｓ．．
ｈｅｒｅ　ｉｓ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｗａｌｌｐａｐｅｒ～　ＸＤ！

Continue of the moments...

it's a bit here and there since the line got prob...
Orz.. still posting my photos and explaining my life recently..


before back to black...

lol...


missing the mic...~~~


before going to have my hair cut..

after the cut~ XD love it...
i want this type of hair style for so long already..
for some reasons, many hairstylist disagree to cut it on me...
but however, i've got it now~ XDD
thx to Mr.VV <3


playing with my birthday gift~ <3 ^^



still playing.. with Saru's fav pet~ XD




lol... i love my hair~~~~

and my new friend, she's way too cute~ ^^
she is Sachiko~ XD

Cute isn't it? <33


sorry for the non-stop photo posting~ but that's my diary~ XD
like, the days passing by, and i'm still the same.
don't know how my days gone, and what happen next..
虚拟的世界，虚拟的人物，虚拟的关系。。
我所付出的努力也变得如此虚拟。。
当下的我，是一个失去表达能力的自己。
原因不明。。
灵魂随着空荡的地方飘去。。
状况不明。。

WHAT HAVE i DONE~~~???

>>>Back to the point, WHAT HAVE I DONE??? i mean....
why am i STILL single? i don't know.. haha...
some people asked me whether if i'm NOT single already?
i'm sooo sorry to cause misunderstanding..
the reason of misunderstanding is this,
i found myself addicted to GD~ lol... he killed me within seconds... lolx...
(it's all Ruby's work, lol.. thx for bringing me in~ XD )
and i just simply said he's my sweetheart~ lol... of cause not for real..! as i love Hyde, it's the same~ XDD
i'm too obsessed.. with all these pretty and lovely creature~ ! XDD

>>> G. Dragon, the 1st album - HEARTBREAKER
....( i know it's a bit too late to intro his album now... Orz.)
i love the whole image of the album, videos... he's soooo damn cool~
It's when EMO meets ELECTRIC POP~ > full of emoness colors and never lose the fun and energy~< haha...

HEARTBREAKER.

this video got >KILL ME< images and his voice~~~
AHHH.... i can't breath~

love the song~ X333
<= A BOY =>
i find myself hardly resist high-lighted hair guy~~~ OMG..
Hyde did it before TOO~~~


and i'm trying to draw him~~~＜３　
ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ　ｉｔ＇ｌｌ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｏｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｗａｙ　ｉ　ｗａｎｔ　ｉｔ　ｔｏ．．．　＾＾
ｇｄｒａｇｏｎ＜３ｆｉｇｈｔｉｎｇ～！

MOMENTS..

ｍｅ　ａｎｄ　Ｓａｒｕ．．ｏｎ　Ｒｕｂｙ＇ｓ　ｃａｍ！　ＸＤ

Saru and Ruby, at the beach~ ^^

Nothing much changed in my life recently...( a shorter hair cut perhaps~ )
nothing changed means nothing happens.. how dull can be in one's life.. Orz..

however, here is some happy moments~ ^^

the time i finally went to the beach...
and found out that we can't walk on the sand with bare foot anymore... cause it's blocked...

freedom...

opposite color...

more...

a photo that i like it even much after edited... ^^

．．．．

a photo captured at the beach... love it..
it's almost dark ..

1st time ever~ to help Saru make up and styling hair~ X33 <3
she's sooo cute~ XD




Friendship~ XD SARU a.k.a Jinny, ME, Ruby

lol... it's been a while since there were friends surrounding me, that's why~ hahaha...

and this is a used clothing shop i've been visiting recently... ^^

black and white~ XD

and i finally had my hair back to black!!! not really black, it's DARK~~~~ lol
since i surprisingly found Ai Yazawa's drawing printed on like 11 boxes!!!
and it's hair dye products! Of Course i can't resist.. and the hair dye session...
me and Ruby helping each other.. Oops...
sorry for my super deadly face...




my Ai Yazawa's collection~ ^^


and so... Qiong k session~ <3

a happy week~ love y'all my friends~ <33

More self-torturing~ yay!!! <3

yay~ this is the giant cat and the girl. XD
i always want to adopt a cat as a pet/ friend or even a new stanger to live with me...
but the truth is, no one agree with me.. =-= Argh...


but as you can see, i can't get a full and nice picture of the drawing..
forgive me for my k800i cam lens. Orz...


even i did took a full pic, my hand was shaking... forgive me for staying up late again... +-+....



something that i like... which i haven't do for so long Already... - to color something.( although it's still in black and white.. ==) it's like living in the world of art without color, and ruins. and it's sad to not put color for them, but somehow, i feel like i have to be sure to do better before i'm doing it.... Orz.. but am i thinking too much, or it's just an excuse to stop an endless night to begin? @@ lol..... i'm weak in self-control. True.

the person in the drawing.. hmm, u know who is that if you knew~ XD
all i say is, it's a special person to me. ( which is still very blur with it )



i just love the feeling when i'm draw something like this, like, self-torturing. yea...
it's hard to look inside the gal's eyes, with those sadness, and cold-ness.
and that's what i'm trying to deliver . XD


and now, finally with some more colors! back to basic, Crayon! X3 i always love the super stand out , brightness that crayon shows. X3 and there's a natural feeling in it. woodiness~
and that's why i've bought myself two lil box of crayon! XD like the 1st time... those old crayon just don't works anymore...



Testing testing..
i imagine a red eye liner in my hand~ <3
add to wish list!! haha...

Lotus eater

the drawing is called "莲"(醉生梦死）
i started by checking dictionary for the meaning of "lotus" , whether got any other description other then flower or not.
and there's a word after lotus, it's lotus-eater.
and the meaning there seems suitable for what i'm going to draw~！ XD




when i feeling too bored and uninspired, i'll do this.
Lit up a tea-lite candle and stares at the lil flame then starts
to work out or thinking.
eventually i'll find myself calming..