i hardly remember...
all i truly know is, time lapsed. With all memories fleeting fade away..
i can feel the taste of my feelings within my bloody vessels are getting more and more insipid....
But the pit of the heart is still glowing on its very own feeble beats..
Still longing for the things that i couldn't help to let go. __ ART! Of course.
I let go whatever that i could to survive after all these days.
But it is ART to keep my spirit high..
Fictional maybe..
But doesn't it true?
They are what you shape them to be...
You can alter them bit by bit, time after time. To your most satisfaction.
And they are still under YOU. Always.
And if there's any nonfictional / in reality,
< PEOPLE > is the only object that gets my nerve.
They drives me crazy.
I mean they love they hurts, they leave.
Still they love, the company, they cover, they LOVED.
You know what i mean.
And for some,
They create they share, they embrace, they raise, they express.
Many commotions or rather silence imply through their thoughts within their work of art.
They are the higher level of creatures of us. LOL~~
You just can't get enough like it's an addiction of the most bitterness drugs.
You know it what it brings, still you couldn't get away. no.
And that's what makes me abandoned my blog sooo f*cking long time.
i tried not to wrote about love and all i wrote about was love.
All that it brings me back then.
And one to another.....
i got it all. and i get enough of them..
In a very peaceful way.
I let go of them and still treasure them, in a different way..
maybe? haha...
Starting from now... I'M BACK for the blog is going to be fully ME! XD
Things around me and >>>
ART!
MUSIC <3
Praying that i won't get heart broken for time being~
i live fully and never regret until now and will always be! yea...
xoxo__ N_ist
